Thursday, October 5 9:24 PM
sorry i have been pretty inactive in updating. had such a bad no horrible day!!!!!! was late for school as usual. haha. (have been for the past 2 weeks.) ok la great, then it was my science lesson today. awmagawd. what could get worse right? it was about diffraction - and i only had 2 other group members present. i was practically yanking my hair out while researching. bleah. i hate getting the most difficult parts of the theory cos i'm not mentally present when all the important things are happening. hahahaha. the only thing that's still keeping me in school is
- my dad's perpetually at home
- i have nothing else to do
- i don't want to see my dad that much
- my grades are kinda good in school
- i have what's left of friendship and a social life there
uhuh. that is basically it. pathetic. i know. what's worse is that all that time i could be home. creepy. eew. i went out after school. err, yea, alone. and i went to plaza sing. initial plan was to go to tangs with company. but company couldn't show up. so i went to visit jon. haven't seen him since the last time i went to simpang. errrr. much more than a month ago. tried to find a dress. but guess what. i'm so fucking fat nothing fits. bish!
so well, on sunday, my cousin's gonna turn a month old!!!!!!!!! yey! cute little baby megan. after which i'd be heading to jess and doren's wedding. hahaha. niceee. i hope i can drink. but *wink wink godpa.* hahaha.
it's 2 months to my birthday. officially 16years10months old today. ((((: so people, i've been thinking about it. i want; (please buy as follows)
- green havanias thongs
- 5 outfitters girls tees (NOW ON SALE!! $8 each)
- greenandblack striped dorothy perkins knit
- laptop case - function's fine
- greenandwhite pony shoes
- swatch watch
- a pretty bag which is comfortable and big enough (and long lasting) to stuff all my shit for school.
i'm being very practical. it's things i can use everyday. and you know how much i hate changing bags. cos i always forget something. (: heh. that's stephie for you. hurry birthday, hurry!!!!!
i love you all who buy me a freaking present. it will only make the last day of year 1 more memorable. :)
